Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Lovin mood swings


Okay so back in I want to of this month my period decided to go hay wire. I started off with having it for 3 months straight then it stop for like 3 days and then go again. I decided to go to the hospital up here in NY the doctors told me I had dysfunctional bleeding. Then not referring me to anyone I decided to go to see a gyno. They couldn’t find nothing wrong but put me on birth control shot. That lasted for like 2 months then my period came back. Then I was off the shot for like a month then decided to try the pills that lasted for like maybe a month. Then finally while visiting home in pa I went to the ER down there. They tested to make sure I wasn’t anemic and all that. Referred me to a specialist. Went to that doctor that told me I had Poly Ovary Cyst Syndrome. Then gave me generic brand of Provera. The medicine worked after taking and, having my damn period for four fucking months. Now pssh nothing really. And also when I followed up after two weeks the doctor I seen this time was different this time and, she didn’t do shit. On top of that my moods have been irritating the shot out of me. One minute im nice the next I’m a complete bitch. I hate it. I hate because my fiancé who I love dearly suffers from the mood swings. This doesn’t help at the fact that while I was away with his mom who was on vacation decided to come and, get me and then my fiancé would come down to visit his family while he was on leave. (Yes future hubby in army) On top of while I was gone my roommate who has his one friend over because her husband kicked her out of her house was staying here along with her friend because her friend was taking care of her due to her having surgeries and, shit. OKAY no biggie. But the one chick had fake boobs. My fiancé decided to fill his curiosity and, feel one of them (outside of shirt). Yes he told me but I didn’t like it. Also found a pic of his ex-wife in his email Prego with their kid saved. (Once again wouldn’t of been a big deal due to the fact that they lost the baby and, he is no longer on earth R.I.P little one) anyway but she was in like a slinky outfit. I know it sounds horrible about him wanting to delete it or even just crop the belly and this it. Call in mean or whatever but that’s how I felt. Then he decided to lie to me about him deleting the pics. Idk o well mood is love and love is mood gotta love it haha,

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